Yesterday, as I was driving I had the most overwhelming sense of peace. I can't explain it or why it came over me. It is certainly not because I don't have anything to be stressed over or because everything in my life is going according to the plan I had for it. I have been in a weird mood for the passed 2 or 3 weeks. The thought of graduating and moving on is starting to hit me in bits and pieces. I bought my cap and gown yesterday, but even that felt as if it weren't real, like I was buying it for someone else. We had our last YoungLife club on Monday night and it didn't hit me until I was packing my car full of all our club stuff. Anna came over and we reflected on our passed 3 years of being in the high school sharing Christ's love with our high school friends. I don't feel like I have had a chance to slow down in the passed couple weeks which is why I can know things but not be able to process them at the time. I don't know what's going to happen when I have the chance to slow down, it probably isn't going to be pretty.
When I can't explain the peace I have but I do know where it is from. I am confident that it was the Lord. I have been able to see him working in my life and pushing and pulling me to the things that he has waiting for me. He has opened door after door for me, he has provided, and he is going to continue to do so. Just because I am moving on does not mean that he will not be with me where ever I go. He has had me here for a reason in this season of my life, he was preparing me for the next season of my life, and as I enter this new season he will be there and will be working out his good and perfect plan in my life.
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